SUBCONSCIOUS: I’m so confused. I am not sure of what this is. I don’t know if I...
I’m so confused. I am not sure of what this is. I don’t know if I actually like you or I only enjoy you presence. I am afraid of telling you about my feelings for I’m not sure of it yet. I don’t know if you feel this too but it sucks that everytime I wake up, I think of you. Before I go to bed,…
I keep on telling people, hey if you like someone, go tell them. Don’t be afraid to take risks. But look at me, I don’t have the grit to tell the guy that I like him. It’s crazy how I give pieces of advice that I cannot even apply to myself. Don’t be like me, you guys. I’m afraid, of rejection, perhaps. This sucks. But I’m working on it. I’m just trying to find the right time, I guess.
Awal pertama kali liat lu itu….di lapangan sekolah, ya pas mau upacara. Di sana temen-temen gue tuh yang muja lu banget deh, kecuali gue waktu itu. Gue ngeliat lu biasa aja, biasa banget malah kayak ngeliat cowo-cowo yang lain.
Kedua kalinya, gue liat lu di mesjid pas lagi ada acara bbq. Lu ngebeatbox gitu, semua orang, ya cewe. melting mungkin liat lu. yang betapa kerennya, mungkin. Di saat itu gue masih biasa yang dipikiran gue “Apaan sih biasa aja.”
Tapi…..sekarang. Beda cerita.
Setelah gue liat lu beda, lu beda banget. Dengan cara lu rajin sholat, lu tuh dewasa, dengan cara lu baca quran, aura lu ternyata beda.
Kata fina aja, “Dia tuh gak ganteng, tapi adem kalo diliat.”
Well, semakin banyak orang yang suka sama lu, semakin mudah buat gue bisa lupain lu. Sebernya sih, gak mau banget lupain lu.




